So, I have had a lot of thoughts lately. Which doesn't suprise me. Don't let the title that has "marriage" in it, make you think that I'm ready (at the messily age of 15) to get married. I will explain.
This Thursday, as I was on my way to school, I took a look at my great grandmothers wedding ring I wore that day. It brought marriage to my mind. Just like what it is really about, not just the wedding. (which i have had planned since the age of 5) I took a good long thought about it, and came to many reasons with myself. I think it was a milestone in my surprising maturity.
That night, I went to babysit and we played barbies for a hour or so. I attempted to organize it more than play and interact with the little girl. As I did, I was looking at some of the barbie clothes, since I haven't had barbies in years. It horrified me. Every thing was so...short. There was even hooker boots! Oh, what has our society came to?!
Now, onto boys. A subject that could take all the time in the world. I have had "boy issues" lately which is really weird because I haven't been as serious about boys as girls younger and older than me. I'd usually brush it off, play soccer, or go out lift some guys. I think the hormones are finally getting to me. I was trying to avoid it as much as possible. What's happening?!
So, as I try to climb out of denial, I have a instagram update for you.
2. Me and my best friend.
3. I brought back the 50's for a day.
4. My great grandma's ring.
5. All snazy and quiz ready.
6. Hiding.
Until next time,
Maddie
XOXO
